Haha it happened!
I’m supposed to go in to Best Buy to fill out some paperwork and I’m wearing a ribbed tank top and my mom says “don’t you think that’s a little low cut?” and I get so self-conscious that I feel like I have to change but all of my clean shirts are dorky t-shirts that I’m too embarrassed to wear and now I’m just really upset over the whole thing even though it’s totally stupid. Ugh.
Anonymous said: are you feeling better?
Mostly! Thank you for asking, anon! My stomach has settled and I’m not feeling as lonely and sad as I was a few days ago. Now I’m just feeling sorta lazy and bored haha
A friend texted me today and told me that I make them feel happy with themselves and the world and that I was awesome to talk to. They’re going through some drama with some other friends, I guess, but it just made me feel really happy to know I was able to help them feel better about themselves.
I know I’ve screwed up a lot with how I talk and react to my friends in the past, but hearing that just made me feel like I’ve really grown as a person, and it felt really good. I probably still have a long way to go and I won’t stop trying to be better, but sometimes just hearing something like that can make your day. ^u^
Ugh my stomach is still really upset today… I’m trying to decide what to do. Kinda wanna write, kinda wanna draw, what I’ve been doing most of the day is playing rpg maker horror games…
Maybe throw some one-word prompts at me so I can write some more dumb short stories? I’ve got an adopt I bought from missdeadend that I’m trying to figure out a name and personality for and I’ve also got plans to draw all of the characters from my “We Are Not the Heroes” stories, I just can’t get started xP